End of 2010

Year 2010 is ending in around 3 to 4 hours . Things end without you realising it sometimes.

It seems like yesterday when I thought about how Kejia celebrated my 22nd birthday with me. I'm no longer young. =(

Oh ya. Junping bought a Volkswagen! Damn! When can I buy a car?

That's Me Next time.

Wa Piang. How long do I need to train to reach this level? LOL.

Anyway, seriously, I came up with a quote for all Qigong practitioner.

Practising qigong is like putting on sunscreen. You can't feel it but its just there protecting you.

FUNNY!

My Korean Name

I've gotten myself a korean name!

Hwang Shin Kwon 황신권

Awesomeness!

Its written as 黄神拳 in chinese. WAHAHAHAHA.

Modern Man Vs Old-time Man (Disney)

For guys who turn their heads when seeing women in skimpy dresses, you are not alone!
Females want to see skimpy men too! I only know now that this feeling is mutual!

Girls, men are not perfect.

As what the title shows, men are not perfect. Be contented with what you have and stop complaining. This is a flowchart to let you understand the situation.



By the way, everybody hopes to finish their National Service as soon as possible. Its wasting our youth and we could have used this period of time to do many things.










However, if this is the case, I would sign a lifetime bond with army.

Plastic

Eye-catching eh? If I had the money and the guts, I would definitely want to go for a plastic surgery and tell the plastic surgeon, "Hey, money isn't a problem. Just make me look like this EXACTLY."



On a side note, when people are talking bad about others to you, does it occurs to you that they might be talking bad about you to others too? Friendship is vulnerable. Finding a best friend is no easier task as compared to finding a perfect girlfriend.

Toy for the Adults

What the fuck were you thinking of?!

I meant this.



The car. It becomes more apparent why people are obsessed over these automobiles. You can go out almost anytime you want, all places seem to be more accessible and dating is less of a hassle. HAHA.

By the way, can you imagine you come across this sign when you are visiting the zoo one day? I literally laughed out loud.

Belated Bday Trip for Kejia

Took days off from camp to Kuala Lumpur to celebrate her 22nd birthday.

Indeed, it was a short getaway from the usual monotonous schedule. Short, but sufficient for me. Though she was still complaining it was too short. HAHA.

Happy 22nd to her!

A very happy 22nd to my gf!

She was enjoying herself thoroughly in Bintan with her mother snorkeling and canoeing while I was suffering from food poisoning in Singapore.

Nonetheless, I hope she's a happy girl now.

Aging

How many times have we hear this phrase "aging gracefully"?

How many of the aged can actually do that?

Aging not only give us wrinkles on the face, it deteriorates our health too.

Just a few days ago, one of the men I respected most felt giddy and fell. He might probably be the fittest man in his younger days. In his sixties, he can knock out few young punks easily.

What would become of us when we grow old? Seeing all the charity shows showing the old people, their difficulties to even walk to the toilet scares me. So, is it a good or bad thing to live till a ripe old age? Would my grandchildren find me a nuisance? Would they hold my hand and rush to the antiseptic later?

Dream

Problem solved. Special thanks to Weijian.

TKD girl whacking molestor

Guess what? I think that girls who can fight are attractive. Geez.

Common Misconceptions about Men from Women

Comfort

Sometimes I just feel like having a hug, to reassure my existence.

Life is like photography, developed through negatives.

Life's tough. So tough that I could hardly breathe.

When you've fallen to your lowest point, nobody, I repeat, nobody will be there. All of a sudden, you beginning to ask yourself the reason for your existence. Friends you've made throughout your life seems like illusion, bubbles that burst when you try to grab hold of them. Or perhaps, this is my own problem. I should sort it out myself. Its time to get rid of the reliance nature I had all this while.

Even the things you love, maybe your one and only hobby, seems so insignificant. I don't know if I have the energy or not.

This will end so abruptly, because I don't know how else to end it.

Obesity

A random thought. I thought of what could fuck my life even further. Fats...

With the types of food we are consuming nowadays, its no wonder why people are expanding, horizontally.

Recently, I saw this couple at McDonald's engaging themselves with PDA (Public Display of Affection). Don't get me wrong. I'm not those super anti-PDA people who snares at such actions and discuss it over at Stomp. However, both of them were super obese and they were more like slapping their fats together. Can you imagine two lumps of **** smooching like Romeo and Juliet?

I strongly believe things would be very much different if they were Beckham and Victoria.

Stretching the Limits of What Human Beings Can Tolerate

Just when you think losing your freedom and doing all the meaningless stuffs were bad enough, you begin to realise that even when you stepped into the outside world where you longed for for the past 5 days, it was not what you imagined it to be.

You planned all the things you wanna do, only to see them crushed. You are not happy beginning from your hairline to toenails, but you donned a painted facade.

You are not spared from the misery even in your dreams.

Why am I still holding on?

Loving You, Secretly

I know no one really read my blog now. Its okay. Cos I blog whenever I feel like.

I love it when I tell you I hate you jokingly, and you tell me not to hate you.
I love to read the SMSes you sent me in the past, and I kept them to read them before I sleep in camp.
I love to see the pictures of us whenever I miss you.
I love to see you doing stupid faces and making me laugh.
I love you to see you laugh when you hear my jokes.
I love it when you called me for no reason.
I love you talking rubbish with me.
I love it when you asked me to register a house with you once I ORD-ed.
I love it when you say you hate me cos you miss me alot.
I love it when you seem proud to have me as your boyfriend.

I love you.

p.s I miss my hair last time!

Its My Life

What if I contracted some kinda disease? I won't die, but I can't do strenuous activities anymore?

What if I'm forced to stop martial arts? That's the first thing that struck through my mind. I'll be as good as dead.

I've completed my military driving course. Now I'm back to Amoy Quee. Sucks.

Five Languages of Love

Recently found out about "Five Languages of Love" from my best friend. It interests me, and being a selfless man, I decided to share it with you.

1) Words of Affirmation

Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.

2) Quality Time

In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

3) Receiving Gifts

Don’t mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of everyday gestures.

4) Acts of Service

Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an “Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don’t matter.

5) Physical Touch

This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.


I so confused that I think I'm 3 of the above. HAHA. What are you?

Mentally shagged..

I'm tired of my life.

Nothing is going right. I don't give a fuck about anything anymore.

I'll just do what I want feel like doing.

Just for laughs...

World Cup.... Not

I don't understand what's the big hoo haa about this world cup event. People rave about it, go crazy about their favourite team and shout at the television.

You are just watching a bunch of guys running after a ball isn't it? And what's worst, you don't really see the guys, you are actually watching a green patch on the screen! Guys even quarrel over which team is better. As if they are one of the players lah!

All these matches are being screened at unearthly hours, people are losing sleep (and probably money if you bet on them). Anybody to tell me what's the attraction about?

End of Course

It finally came to an end of the recce course. Graduated with our CO presenting us our jungle hat.

It happily ends with one week of off days and 1 month of jeep course. =D

Happy Mother's Day

A very happy mother's day to all the wonderful mothers in the world. We love you!

Amidst all the busy schedule like army and training, I'm beginning to appreciate the people around me. Things that I failed to stop and observe previously.

My mum has always been worried about me being in army, always urging me to down pes, get some vocations which are not that physically demanding. She is the one who washed my army uniforms which can stink all the way from Joo Koon to Tampines. She is undeniably one of the wonderful mothers I mentioned above just now.

My girlfriend has to bear with loneliness because I am always stucked in either jungle or camp. And I have trainings in the weekends. Its kinda surprising we are still together. Meanwhile, she's also waiting for me to finish this never-ending phase in order for us to study together.

My younger brother is always the one who wakes me up for sunday morning trainings. He buys breakfast for me, worried that I will be too late for my training. I'm ashamed being his elder brother. He does well for studies and financial management, the exact opposite of me.

My father got injured and was stitched with five needles in his course of work. He's working in a very physically demanding environment, especially when his age is catching up. But he hung on for the family.

As for the sworn brothers around me, I don't have to worry much for them. They meet up often and have each other to rely on. Every of them has talents and are street-smart. I'm kinda like the odd one out.

I'm tired of the weekends dashing past so quickly and the weekdays crawling by.

Halfway There...

Its halfway through my recce course now. Lots of fast marches, outfields, camou on, heavy bags, uncountable distances, abrasion, burns, aches etc.

Tomorrow will be my 60km long walk...

However, I'm rather consoled at the fact that my brother went into military police. And even better, got accepted into NTU for his favourite course. =D

When will my life get better?!

Ranks

When people begin playing with ranks, friendship is diminished.

Me? Or Her?

This period of time kinda reminds me how we got to started everything 4 years ago.

Everyday, memories flooded through me. Trust me. I do not want this to happen at all. But it had to, whether you call it principle or stubborn-ness.

Home Alone

"Home Alone" refers to my mum. My brother just got enlisted in the army two days ago. And I have to stay inside camp for most of my time. Can really feel mum being lonely and not getting used to it.

Lunar New Year is coming and I just bought myself a pants from celio. I'm beginning to love shopping more and more! If i have the money and the time permits, I'd go on a shopping spree and fill my closet up. =)

All the best for my brother in serving his NS.

Recce

For those who are curious about my vocation, I got into Infantry Recce Trooper in 2SIR.



Didn't update my blog for quite a while. Reason being, I feel I have no life at all. And I don't think you will be interested in army stuffs.

Felt like I've been through alot even though its only a few months. Cannot find anybody whom I can speak to comfortably. It might be that I can't put them into words as well. I don't know.

During this period of time, life serves no meaning to me.

On a lighter note, I still can't get used to the current me when I looked in the mirror. I'm starting to miss my hair. Especially when I was looking at the pictures I took with my gf and bros when I was in camp.

Nothing is going right.